Salam, that is just shaytan trying to make you feel bad and sin by depression (a trait of the unbelievers who mistrust Allah (swt)). To combat it, immediately think about people who have it worse than you: homeless people, people in war torn regions, the ill, the hardships the prophets (pbut) went through and demonstrated extreme patience and humility, etc. These things will remind you that your situation is actually not as bad as you think it is, and that you have a very good life. Another thing you can do is be thankful for what you have, like your house, your computer, food, clean water, a bed to sleep in, a loving family, guidance and mercy from Allah (swt) and your faith in that you will be rewarded in the hereafter for your struggles Inshallah.
I am never depressed because of these things, I think, if I am depressed then this makes shaytan (may Allah swt curse him) happy, and that is he last thing I would ever want to do. If you aren't grateful then ask Allah (swt) to take away everything you have and give you a hardship equal to that of a homeless person or of someone before you to teach you to be grateful and have humility, to give you a hardship that makes all that other stuff feel like nothing so that you can grow thicker skin and have a stronger soul. Lol how can you compare?
What kind of question is that, it's VERY easy to compare your life to that of a homeless person, why don't you go outside and sleep in the snow for one night and eat out of the trash and see how bad your life really is. Yeah everyone is different, for better or worse, get a grip. The other day I was served a plate of some type of meat that tasted like cat food (it looked like that at least), the first few bites made me want to vomit and I was prepared to throw this food away, but then I thought about the homeless people and people who are starving, and decided to eat the entire plate, then I thanked Allah (swt) for providing me this food.
SubhanAllah. Lol I bet you're just a teenager (I know you're 19) acting like you're 45 and still in college or at home lol again, get a grip. If you have work to do then do it, I finished all the work I needed this week today and have 3 days of free time, just get it done right away, already working on next weeks stuff too, if you don't you'll just end up worrying about it.
Laziness is also sinful, ask Allah (swt) to rid you of it and decrease you in it and to help you get A's in your classes and to get your work done. Once you get into this routine you'll love it because you no longer worry, I split my work up the week before, have daily and weekly goals and when I accomplish these daily goals I have time off to do whatever, sometimes I want to work more and get ahead so I can have time off later in the week. Create this schedule and these goals and reward yourself when you do good with sushi perhaps, and if you do bad then don't reward yourself with it.
- Ramadan.
Flashbacks happen for reasons. For example, if you are a soldier or terrorist having killed innocents in the past, you can get slain victims returning to haunt you in flashbacks or nightmares. Their screams pierce your eardrums.
Or if you are victim of horrific crimes, you can get flashbacks. You have to fight against them by seeking justice so to save more victims in future.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.