...Go to a doctor. Tell people about this, especially medical professional people who won't make fun of you. Very interesting.
I would say ''don't feel alone!'' or ''you're not alone!'', but you probably kind of are. Other than the very few other people who this has probably happened to before. *_* You are magic.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.