It's not in my nature to be that out of control of my temper, but years ago I did "go wild" and allow myself to "beat up" a roll of paper towels, knowing it didn't matter if I wrecked them (which I did). LOL What I discovered, though, was that temper rages can be like fire. If you snuff out the urge to act on them immediately, it's like snuffing out a small flame before it gets too big.
If you "go wild" and "do whatever" it's like giving a fire oxygen and can make it harder to control.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.