How do I find someones birthday online? I forgot when my friends birthday is and don't want to have to admit it?

Visit his grave, by all means. I'm surprised you haven't done it before. And stop feeling guilty about what happened.

You cannot change the past, and he was responsible for his own choices.

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.