How do you cope with major depression and suicide thoughts can't seem to get a grip on it?

You know your friend is only acting that way because you're 'out' of it. You're not living life as you should be. Maybe it's irritating her that you don't respond to her like she wants you to.

And that is not your fault that she's not more understanding. I think you should talk to someone. Anyone within your family would help.

It's so hard to do, to admit that you can't do this by yourself but believe me, once you've done it, you will feel like some weight has lifted off your shoulders. Another thing I think you should do is keep a journal and just write something down every day. It helps to let out your problems in any way, even if it's writing in a book.

You should try 'participate' in school more (haha, don't know if you've read perks of being a wallflower, but if you have, hope you get that reference). Maybe making friends isn't exactly on your priority list right now but getting out there and meeting new people really 'wakes' your mind up. And you being exhausted every day?

I think it's just all your negative thoughts pulling your mind down. You shouldn't have to sleep any time of the day except for at night. It stuffs your sleep cycle.

You shouldn't have to have suicidal thoughts too. You shouldn't feel like live is enslaving you. You thought about hitting another car.

Did you think about what would happen to the other person? Would you take whoever was in that car down with you? You have to pull through, my friend.

I know you are strong enough to. You are your problem but you are also your solution.

Sounds like you have a facination with mean girls. Then again most do at your age. Being intimate and open is not as important when leave school.

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.