If you are comfortable with your face then I say that is all that matters. There is someone for everyone. Do not pay attention to what other's are rating you...the important thing is that you have confindence within yourself.
I know beautiful women...who lack confindence and have very low self esteem. These women end up with men treating them badly. My belief is when you find your man it will be a for sure thing.
He will treat you right and with respect, because you know who you are and like what you see. I don't know if you wear makeup, you can try a little lipgloss or neutral subtle makeup to enhance your features. Also, find people who have the same interests.
If you are a memeber of a gym...try and meet guys there. You sound beautiful and intelligent...so if you like what you see in the mirror focus on that...stay positive.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.