It all depends on what you want not what anybody you just ask does. If you want to be together in the future you will be. The right thing to do if you think that your feelings are overwhelming and can not be controlled is to first talk to your husband and tell him about it.
Try to find an agreement on how you would like to fix this issue. One other option is to get divorced.
I think you need to tell your husband the truth he is inocent in all this. He's heart im sure will be broken,but at least he will know the truth. Im sure he married you because he thought you really loved him too.
And face the fact you may end in devorce You need to start over with the truth.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.