Confusion is not from or of God. And the proof is in your heart. Its called FAITH!
Search your soul. It takes great strength and understanding to have faith. It takes even more to see the ways of this world and to want and to NEED to be different.
Talk to God in Jesus' name. He will help you more then anyone on the internet! Trust me!
The basics about Christianity is that1. God is sinless and lives in a sinless environment (Heaven)2. Mankind is a sinful (commits wrong) 3. God loves man and desires mankind to live with 4. Mankind is unable because of being sinful to live with a sinless God and stands guilty before Mankind needed someone who could him or her acceptable to God.6.
Jesus the son of God lived a sinless life according to God's law and had the sin of the whole world placed on him when he died on the cross being a substitute payment in our place.7. God was satisfied with what s Son did and raised m from the dead signifying Jesus death was sufficient.8. God by grace (unmerited favor) offers the free gift of salvation if humans are willing acknowledge their sinfulness before God and accept that by trusting that Jesus died on the cross in their place and rose again for them, God will cleanse them of their sins and declare them to have right standing with 9.
Those who put are trust in Christ to save them then are instructed to follow what God has laid out in the Bible including serving God out of gratitude and telling others about the Gospel (good news).
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.