I don't feel like the same person anymore... Less deep, less caring?

If you always maintain perfect mental health conditions, you will never get such small doubts. Of course if you consider it a big one, then please take some drastic steps in right direction immediately without fail. Consult a professionally qualified doctor forthwith and strictly listen to the doctor's instructions meticulously.

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.