The occourances , as you describe them , ARE abuse, so you need to get the right kind of therapy to remove and resolve your problems. Nothing about it is your fault. The only one I know of is eft by gary craig.
, that will do that effectively. Girlsinc.org doublesunrise.com child abuse hotline 18004224453.
Oh no... they are toooooo nervous! You are ok! You should talk with them asking quiet answers or to a teacher mediating for help.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.