I feel BAD for filing divorce papers?

No matter how much to blame your husband is (and if this is all true you are better off w/o him), you are feeling a letdown because you think you have failed at marriage. This is very common and it will pass. You need to be pro-active and fight w.

Your lawyer for your rights to your share of assets. Good luck, stay in school, apply for scholarship aid, and just get a p/t job until you graduate. .........................................

It's ok and normal to feel bad about filing. Let the sun rise and set, days go by, you will feel better and the guilt will slip away. You will likely feel a lot of unpleasant things but it is all part of the process.

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.