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You need to see things for what they are. SHE is not your problem. YOU are your problem.
You have a husband who wants to remain faithful, and HE is the only one who can be unfaithful to you. It is "safer" to be angry with her, because she won't divorce you if you get made at her. And your husband did nothing wrong.
It is up to HIM to keep her off, and he did that successfully. You are using anger to hide your inner fear. And, judging from the strength of your anger, you must have a LOT of fear that you are not lovable enough to hang onto your husband's love.
There must be a lot of self-hatred there, to need to hide it with SO much anger. Get some therapy. Your anger is totally out of line and inappropriate, and it is an evasion of working with yourself and facing yourself.
This is toxic for you and for your marriage.
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