I need to talk to a counselor about anger/social anxiety/depression issues, but I'm scared to go?

You will destroy your relationship if you continue like this. Seek counselling, proper counselling, not from people who push religious rant as the answer to all your problems. That idiot suggesting a Christian counselling service is a menace.

And a criminal.

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.