Dear Alexis, Please, do not think about dying anymore. Start thinking about living instead. It is a much happier choice.
Maybe not now, but it will be. Life is precious, YOU are precious, and neither are replaceable. You are only 15 or 16 years old now, so you have a lot of future ahead of you.
If you take your life now, you will never have any possibility of being happy ever again. Are you sure you want to die, and not just want to take the pain away? I would much rather see you live, without pain, and be happy in the future.
Yes, that is a plan that you can choose, and achieve. Alive, you are a priceless soul. Dead, you are nothing.
Please don't let that be okay with you. Talk to your parents, or a school teacher, counselor, or nurse. Talk to a close relative, or a friend parents - and ask for professional help.
The problems it would cause to your parents are more than you realize. The legal and financial end of it would be the least of their worries. The trauma of losing their precious daughter (or son, for the guys thinking about it), is many-fold more dangerous than the legal or financial end of it.
Every day, blaming themselves for not helping you. For not seeing the signs, for not making you feel comfortable to talk to them about everything that bothers you. Every night, they see the empty chair at the kitchen table, every morning - the chair still empty.
Every day, the bed, not slept in. There are reminders daily, that they will never be able to put behind them. The legal issues will pass - the financial issues will pass - buy your loss will haunt them every day of the rest of their lives.
Please, seek help. If you can't turn to anyone else, contact me through my profile, and let's talk some more. Maybe together, we can find a solution that we can both live with.
Good luck Alexis!
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.