But the thing is...dont take His mercy for granted , meaning don't take advantage of it. We've all committed sins, and so have I , I promise. Clubs, simply...stop going to them.
Did you know that on Judgment day your body parts will speak for you; not your mouth. What are your eyes gonna say? What are your feet going to reveal where you walked into?
I see that women are the key thing. Well Temptation. As most men, I assume you want to marry and spend the rest of your life with a girl who is so pure...and so innocent...and so beautiful... But you can't search for this girl...if you don't have those same qualities.. and it's not fair.
The meat part is also easy inshAllah. Simply eat halal. Plain pizza, veggie burgers, theres so many things you can buy outside that Don't have meat!
Don't worry I used to eat all that stuff too but I watched so many videos on haram meat, you should watch FOOD INC. Its DISGUSTING the way the food is made, cooked, even how the animals are treated. They arent even techinically 'meat' after its all processed XP Yuck!
Before you learn how to cook try easy microwavable or baking things first ok? I think you feel so guilty that you don't know what to do but it's SO easy. I used to not wear hijab (i secretly wear it now/my mom doesn't let me), I used to eat haram meat, I used to have so many guy friends, let them hug me and all that.
And I am guilty to this day. But seriously What exactly are you waiting for? Its ALLLLL upto you to just simply STOP , pray 5 times a day, it takes 5 minutes, and just say NO to all your friends who try to bring you to these places and do bad things.
You will be FINE inshallah. I wrote an essay I would have written more but I feel like a blabber mouth. I'll make duah for you and don't hesitate to message me.
I'll help you; ive been through these things.
Wow, you sound like a total kaffur. And you're pakistani? Ouch, That hurts.
=( If you would've done these once or twice that would've been okay. But the repetition, not okay. And you can say you'll change all you want, but until you do, it's all talk.
And you let this happen. I'm in the same situation but in the USA which is far worse, but I stay a strong Muslim. Many others like me do too.
And unfortunately, there are many more like you. The Muslim Ummah is not what it used to be anymore. It's a shame.
I really hope Allah guides you, and others like you.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.