If the last is first and the first is last, then wouldn't it be logical to wait until I'm on my?

It was common practice in Medieval times to wait until old and bed-ridden to convert so can go to Heaven sinless - wouldn't have the time to screw - up before dying.

Deathbed conversion was an attempt to go to Heaven sinless - and be first in line.

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.