I was on just the pill for YEARS...having sex at LEAST every day, sometimes more than once in a day, sometimes even back to back. If a 1% chance of pregnancy is causing you this much anxiety, ALWAYS use a condom or just abstain altogether! Sex isn't supposed to be so stressful!
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.