If your father abused you when you were younger but now it's getting better why do you still feel the need to fight him?

Perhaps pushing the limits to see how much it will take before he rejects again. Perhaps a depressive need for any kind of attention, even negative.

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.