I'm 18 years old girls and having sex with a 54 years old man.. Am I a wh0re for doing this?

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Check out what Jon Kabat-Zinn has published on this subject - https://www.bing.com/search?q=jon+kabat-... I would also recommend reading "The Untethered Soul" by Micheal A. Singer - http://untetheredsoul.com/ I would also suggest reading "The Depression Cure" - http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/0738213888?keywords=the%20depression%20cure&qid=1445201654&ref_=sr_1_1&s=books&sr=1-1 The doctor that wrote the book above developed a treatment plan that they found worked better than the antidepressants they used to prescribe. Make sure you are eating well also.

If you need help in that department have a look at the following plan. Free McDougall Healthy Eating Program - https://www.drmcdougall.com/health/education/free-mcdougall-program.

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