Im scared im gonna die?

If you had any real problems they should have manifested by now. If you are really concerned definitely go to the doctor. You will be fine.

As far as I am aware, nobody has every died from hitting their head on a soap dish. Perhaps you ought to seek treatment for your psychological issues.

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.