Your baby should be your first priority. If you love and enjoy your baby, you baby will love and enjoy you. You can tell him how you feel, but try not to have any expectations.
If you do, it might cause you to become depressed. If that happens, it might affect your ability to care for your baby, and you don t want that. Don t forget that he probably has to work to support both of his kids, and he also needs to make time for each of his kids individually, especially since he has 2 baby mommas.
Loving your baby and being a good mother is the most important thing. Focus on that. He may or may not come around and love you and your child back, but at least you know that you are a good mother, you love your child, and your child loves you back.
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