I've never understood it neither. It's racist when non black people say it but its acceptable when black people say it. It's not right.
It was drilled into me to never say it. It has always been the N word ever since I first learned of the meaning behind it and would never call someone that. The N word is racist and shouldn't be said by anyone.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.