So in July, your wife was 7-8 months pregnant. I'm sure a conversation took place along the lines of her saying if you ever do this again, she's leaving, because that's not what the baby is going to grow up with, and you probably said I promise, I love you and the baby, it will never happen. And then it happened.
And I bet July wasn't the first time something like this happened, either. The only way you're going to get your wife back is months and months down the line when you have shown that you have in fact stayed clean for more than 4 months. You are not her priority.
The baby is her priority, as it should be.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.