Odd(?)- im a straight female, I want a male partner, but I have have had a couple of same sex relationships?

It is not black and white, there are too many greys. You cannot simply say I want my sexual orientation to.........blank............ It needs to go by what you are attracted to, who you want to spend time with........I believe this is at birth and has to do with hormones among many other systematic issues. I.e.

It is not simply a choice.

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.