Please help I cant stand life any more.?

Okay, okay. I cut, I've had depression for two years, I've been on six different antidepressants, and have been checked into a psych ward for nearly attempting suicide. From experience, suicide is NEVER a good way to die.

My dad almost killed himself, and it hurt... A lot. So many people are affected by it, but you don't see that now. It's a big chain reaction that could end up causing depression in other people.

Relationships are never a sign of self worth. I understand wanting a relationship, but don't you think you have enough to deal with already? Look at yourself.

You're hardly able to function yourself and you want to care for other people? Care for yourself first. You'll always have you.

You won't always have others. Focus on those important people. Spend more time on YouTube with your subscribers.

Tell them how much they mean. Have fun with your cat. Keep going because what would they do without you?

They are your lifeline. Don't forget that. I highly suggest asking your parents if you can go to a therapist.

There, your medical professional can diagnose you and, if needed, give you medication. My medication has helped me a lot. I used to be so sad I couldn't move but could only lay down and think with my head pounding for hours.

But I've finally found medications that stop my mood swings, help me with my depression, and make me move on from the past two years. It's a really long process. It's frustrating.

You want to give up. But don't because it will be well worth it when you get the medicine right. I've been on Zoloft Lexapro Effexor Cymbalta Welbutrin (taking now) Lamictal (taking now) To get through all of those trial and error medications took over eight months.

It won't help right away. They aren't miracle cures either. But you can move on by focusing on the things and people you love and doing what you love and talking it out every once in a while.

I don't talk about my depression much, but when I did with my friends, the support they offered was really shocking. I'm thankful for them and my girlfriend for dragging me through it. It's cheesy, but things will get better.

Listen to me really carefully! KEEP GOING! You need to stay strong and hang in there!

Times are tough and I am not going to downplay how much they suck. Because it sucks a lot. I know you feel like your walking through tar and you can't get to the side where everything is okay but YOU HAVE TO KEEP GOING!

There will be a time when you feel okay again! I promise! You have to trust me on this.

Life has so much more to offer you! You just have to wait it out! And If you feel your not worth it... Then get a better mirror.

Stare a little longer. Look a little closer. Because you were given this life because someone thought you could handle it.

Someone thinks your strong enough. You can do this. Stay strong.

And never give up. Your loved.

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