PLZZ HELP. My life is in ruins.?

Go learn to ballroom dance it will help you with many of your issue. It will help you with your social anxiety plus it will put you in a friendly environment around other. It will help you with you confidence as well, I highly recommend giving it a try no matter what you may think about dancing or what you think your ability is , give it a try.

Now it's no easy feat but once you learn a few steps and pattern and learn to relax you it could have life changing effects for you.

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.