They sound as if they are very good at suppressing memories, and it may be that you have been unknowingly participating in the most perverted orgies and getting abused in the most outrageous ways for years. Write to your member of congress.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.