Really need help! Roman Catholic or Catholic believes help!?

Orthodox here... The point of the mass (which we call the Divine Liturgy) is to prepare and distribute the body and blood of Christ to the faithful. Your point for being there should be to be properly prepared for receiving the Eucharist, and to do so in a God-loving community setting. Your spiritual growth is up to you, and most of it should take place outside the mass!

If you prepare during the week by reading the designated scriptures and be faithful in prayer, and otherwise prepare properly (you could even ask the priest what you should be doing.) then when the mass comes, it will be a joy, not a bore. Forgive me. /Orthodox.

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