I can't believe the answers some people just gave you. So cold- just ignore them. It sounds like your depression is very serious.
You really need to talk to someone ASAP! In the mean time, as much as you don't feel like it, go for a walk, talk to a friend (if you don't have anyone, call a sucide hotline), go shopping (if you don't have any money, just look around). Anything to get you out of your house.
The more you stay there, the more you are thinking and driving yourself crazy. Make an emergency appointment with your Doctor. Even though you may not feel like it right now, there are so many people that love you and care about you.
I care about you and I don't even know you. Please don't hurt yourself or anyone else. Don't ever forget that the way you feel right now is only "right now".
I promise things will change in your life and you will feel better. Life has many highs and lows and you are just extreamly low right now but it will get high again (I've been there). Just get some help ASAP please.
I think you should go to a therapist, because that is like serious. Maybe just think positive, and try to relize that no matter what, there is someone out there having it worse than you, because you have a computer, or your at a library which means you live in a town, and you have a family. You just gott astay posivtive and maybe get a doctor.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.