It's his mistake. And even if you still care about it you can care for him without sacrificing your own happiness. If this is how he handles stress you don't want a future with this guy.
Run hunny! Don't go back to him! If you truly are doing well and he's not, then he needs to feel bad for what he lost!
Also, if he is drinking and not doing well that is not your fault anymore.
Unfortunately although she might have washed her hands, she didn't after she handle the money of the person in front of me and we don't know what had been up to before handing it to the girl.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.