What would I classify as? Depressed? Simply sad? Other? PLEASE read and help. Easy points!?

Yes, sounds like he is not interested in dating you and that you should move on. This hoping to date him isn't helping you at all, and feeling constantly sad is unproductive. You can't live like this.

You do need to drop this hope and move on, really.

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.