When I read bible, my head start spinning, confuse and nausea?

We live in the new testament today, when we as christians read the old testament their is a vail over our eyes.

Sure , I'll help. Think about it this way. Can you think of anything more important than where your soul will spend eternity?

Seriously, think about that. Why , then, would a loving god make it difficult to understand? My guess is, there is no god, and the Holy Babble was written by a bunch of local yocals who wanted to make people think what they, the yocals, wanted them to think.

With luck, your church teachers will get you so confused that they can simply tell you what to think, thus sucking you into their dungeon of stupidity. If you'll just stop thinking, they've got you where they want you.

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.