Why do conservatives act like corporations are full of kind caring leaders who want what's best for everyone?

It doesn't matter. If you start comparing yourself to others you will never be happy. You should be happy being yourself.

You should understand that you have some uniqueness within you and only you have that. So nobody in this world can be you and you can't be someone else either. If you feel that you are not good then say to yourself " I know i'am good at this.

I'am moving at my own pace and improving steadily. There is no need to compare me with others. I'am a confident person and no such things will affect me.

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.