Relax. Don't worry about putting yourself into a category. You are you, and attracted to whomever you feel attracted to.
That is valid, and real. It is that simple. You are either attracted to someone, or you aren't - end of analysis.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.