This is YOUR body and you have to live with ripping this baby right out of it. Do you love your kids you have now? Well, this is one of those kids.
And guess what... its much nicer having a baby when your older. I had my first baby at 17, like you... and it was tough... I was really too young... I had my second baby at 36 and I love every minute of it. Your husband remembers the tough times and probably associates this new baby with same.
Have the baby.... if he leaves, hes not a man.... hes probably happy you and he have time together now but one baby when your older is a piece of cake.... it could actually make you guys closer, he just doesn't know it yet. You arent alone Clare, you have that baby growing inside you... and pretty soon he/she will be looking up at you with the cutest smile..... don't have an abortion, it will destroy you more than anything your husband could do to you. Let him pout.... scream, be a jerk, he will come around... if he really does get violent, go someplace safe.... don't kill your baby.
I am not one of those wacko pro-lifers, I believe a woman has a choice... however, you and your husband have been married for many years, you already raised two kids... you knew there was a risk of pregnancy.... considering your ages.... this is actually a miracle and you should treat it as such, not dispose of it like trash.... look at your kids you have now... when you were17 it would have been perfectly justifiable to abort.. and you didnt... and thank god you didnt. Have the baby, it won't hold you back, your older, wiser and it will enhance your life, not ruin it, promise :) good luck.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.