This sounds like a sad and sorry piercing to me. Given the problems, I would try to let it close up, as it has been torn it may heal up but I doubt that it will heal neatly. Give it a year or so and see what it looks like then.
A professional piercer may be able to give you a nice new hole, or you may need to look at a little cosmetic surgery to get the lobe tidied up and then re-pierce.
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