Does anyone have/know the sheet music for the song "Decembers" by Hawthorne Heights?

You can if you want but the horn is nightmarishly difficult. It has a tendency to wander and it's hard to nail the pitch - so much so that the note you play and the note you think you're playing can be different. Many pros specialize in the upper or lower register.

Piano gives you an ideal foundation. I would suggest sticking with oboe and bassoon. My woodwind professor says if you play a double reed and play it well, you can write your own ticket.

Double reeds are so hard that they are more in demand.

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.