Emotional Affair... I'm so confused!?

You are stressing yourself out a lot and it really neednt be like this hun. YOU have a lot of the power to change things. But I understand that when things go wrong, they get on top of you and it seems like nothing will help.

Seems like your parents relationship is screwing with you. But you have to be aware that your boyfriend doesn't deserve to be treated like this. He must be very confused.

If you are feeling suecidal, its honestly a good idea to get some help. Professional help. To talk to somebody.

Don't make things worse then they are. I know it might not be what you want to hear but in order to feel a bit better in your situation you need to be aware that there are WORSE things that can happen. Things can be a lot WORSE then they are now.

Iv been thru some bad times and knowing that things can be worse has made me be thankful for the bad things. Yes your parents mights be splitting up and you feel like rubbish. But you have a stable relationship with your bf who is prob willing to help you thru the bad times.

Having somebody there, a partner you can cry in the arms of, whos shoulder you can fall asleep on,...u are more lucky then a lot of other people. Don't drive him away because believe me you will feel a lot worse without him at this moment. Just talk to him, explain how you feel and also explain that you REALISE your confusing him and that your emotions are a little all over the place.

You clearly love him a lot, just don't lose control. Its not going to help matters. Talk to him hun.

Explain how you are feeling. Exactly the way in your question. And imagine how ud feel if the worse situation in your life (right now) is messing with your head and life and it also drives away the one person whos gna help you get thru it.

Wishing you all the best. Hope you start to feel better. :).

Let him know what is happening, and go talk to your doctor about seeing a psychiatrist. If you can't afford one feel free to email me I am happy to help or talk to friends that you trust. You are really stressed and need to let it out.

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.