I hear voices in my head telling me to kill myself?

You absolutely need to tell your doctor these symptoms. I was diagnosed schizophrenic some 20 years ago and this does not sound good. The sooner you are treated the better your outcome can be.

There are medications to help. When I have a spell I sometimes drool - as a matter of fact it will seem that water is coming out of every oriface in my face. Until you get help - YOU be in control and do not do harm because of the voices.

You need to stop cutting NOW because with your symptoms you cannot risk losing any more control.

This sounds serious, please tell someone, or else you won't be able to get help. Go to the doctor and tell him everything, they are experts and will do what they can to help. It almost sounds like schizophrenia, or borderline personality disorder.

There are meds out there for both of these disorders, and many other disorders. Who knows maybe an ADHD medication would do the trick. Most disorders are simply chemical imbalances in the brain, and meds attempt to balance it out.

Please don't cut yourself, the voices are not real, and there may be medicines that can get rid of them. Good Luck I hope things get better soon!

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