I really feel like committing suicide...I know logical it's not a good idea but...?

Just please don't give up. I had depression for 9 years, from 11 to around 19 years old. I was like you attempting in any way possible to just end it all in any way possible, overdose, cutting, even throwing myself down stairs and one time in the road, wanting to be run over, it all seems so crazy now!

Because it was!. I tried seeking help from a doctor in the end and still that wasn't right for me, pills are not a solution to this! I fianlly decided I had to just fight it myself.

It was hard work and I doubt depression really ever fully goes. But I am happier now than ever and so glad I didn't succeed in dying. You can get through it, be a fighter, you got this far..and there IS a reason for that.

Also, you may not be religious, but asking God for help may help you, just knowing somebody is looking after you, because family and friends who haven't been through this kinda thing really won't understand, even if they want to help you. Please don't give up though, allow yourself to be happy and you will be x.

Therapy and pills can only do so much for a person. You must do the rest. PLEASE don't commit suicide.

It's beyond tragic, and it's not the answer. It's an ending yes, but it rips people apart more than you can imagine right now. I lost a friend to suicide, and it's been very hard.

Please, you have a whole lifetime to make things right! I think you need to get out of the house. There are so many things to see, and to try, to be a part if in life!

Go out to dinner, put a pictureframe on your work desk of something you love, take up a hobbie, go hiking, anything! You have to experience so much of what life has to offer that you haven't experienced yet! It's going to be hard, but I think you can do it.

I don't even know you, yet I already feel like you can do this with great skill and determination. Just go for it! :).

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.