God has given you life,it is not yours to take. Suicide is a Big sin. Suicide is just a temporary relief from the Physical body,but a ‘permanent damage to your soul’.
You have to face your problems bravely.To terminate life is completely against God’s law. Recommend reading an excellent & inexpensive book called,’The laws of Spirit world’.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.