Hi im 18 out of school youth for 4 years alone no family friends or anything and im feeling depressed and I love god but I feel like I wamt to kill myself?

Best narrow down that logic as there is so much at stake! There are but two spirits in the universe and beyond! There are but two choices to make!

You by your convictions you list have already made your chioce! Therefore your question is illogical! Jesus bless you david stotler.

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.