Im attracted to straight men but im gay!?

You have said nothing in your question to indicate that you may be straight, only evidence that you maybe gay or at least bisexual.

I suspect this is a joke of some kind, because what you describe is definitely not straight. If you are gay or straight, accept who you are. You can be a productive member of society regardless of your sexual orientation.

Don't worry about your interest in porn, no matter what type it is. It's just pretend, and pretend doesn't count. Good luck.

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