Tell your mom what you are going through, she's not a mind reader. I removed my 2nd daughter from public school for the same reasons. I chose to homeschool her.
We didn't involve anyone public school online. In retrospect, I wish I had enrolled her in American School https://www.americanschoolofcorr.com/why... her younger sister attends American School, and it's been a great experience although homeschooling has also be wonderful.
I am home schooled and im pretty akward. You actually seem pretty cool but anyways homeschooling does NOT help with anxiety or depression in fact it makes it 10x worse. It will be hard to keep in contact with the friends you do have and also being in your room does not make up for the lack of social skills.
Also I would atleast talk to your parents about some counseling. I needed it at one point of my life and it really helped me out alot.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.