We are so sorry to hear that you are feeling so much emotional pain that you are contemplating suicide. Know that suicide is never the answer, no matter what problems you are struggling with. Never give up on yourself; your life has great value.
It's so important that you reach out for support from a trusted adult such as a parent, aunt, uncle, school counselor, teacher, coach, or minister. We would suggest that you get evaluated by a medical doctor or mental health professional, and get involved in counseling. Please contact 911 if you need immediate assistance.
It may help you to talk to a counselor at a hotline. Know that there is help out there for you and you are not alone. Counselor, MT.
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