You sound young so I understand why you would feel that way but I'm gonna give it to you straight. Those people are not really your friends if they are doing that, or at least they're not doing a very good of acting like it. You need to completely stop caring what others think of you if you want to succeed in life and accomplish your goals.
Those people aren't going to have to deal with the consequences of your actions whether good or bad, so who are they to tell you what to do or have influence over you? People are going to judge you, they would even if you were perfect, so why not just live the way you want to and believe is right? The judgement will be the same either way but it may go away a little if people see you are true to yourself and not a pushover.
It is a skill that must be learned to be comfortable with yourself and not care, but it is essential to living YOUR ideal life. I wish you all the best and stay strong. P.S., could you answer my recent q please?
Really need help.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.