Why am I not able to commit myself to GOD without God causing me to commit to him . where is this so called free will billions talk about.?

I think that some people want to believe that something happens after death, as to try and forget about passed love ones by believing they're in a better place.

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.