Why do people think that goals will create happiness?

I have a lot of sympathy for what you are going through, primarily because I have been in the same boat as you are. I was always mocked and ridiculed in my early teenage years, which has affected me to this day. I have been struggling with my inner demons as well.

I am not going to sugar coat this, because what others are doing to you is not a laughing matter. I would talk to someone who you trust, and hopefully they can bring some peace to you. Never EVER commit suicide, because all you are giving is the power to those who are ridiculing you.

I would sincerely get help by going to a psychologist, so that you can get professional help. Just remember you are not the only one going through a rough time in your life. It will pass.

Hope my advice helps.

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.