Sounds like you're a genuine jack ***. Not only that, but you blame your actions on no one loving you. The only person that controls you is you.
You're probably a good looking kid who could get somewhere, why act like that? You should change for the better.
Because you are still young. Most bad things happen to people as they age. The bad things you are speaking of is not bad.
They are all natural occurrences in life. Depression, illness etc. "I call people retarded, make fun of retarded people, constantly troll people online, and constantly argue with people and am in conflict with family members (verbal and emotional), why does nothing bad surrounding karma ever happen to me" You sound like a typical boy to me. You will come across the wrong person some day that will scare the heck out of you and cure you of that childish behavior.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.