You are confused. You do not accept a plea deal AND go to trial. It is your choice what you want to do.
Your lawyer can only make a recommendation - probably what he would do or what he thinks is best. But, it is up to you. If you feel so wronged, go to trial.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.